Anastasia writes:
I started yoga at a weird time in
my life. Or at least, it seemed like that to me. After having swum
competitively for almost six years, I was damaged goods. I had too many
injuries to continue swimming and was looking for an activity that would keep
me somewhat fit and would not damage me any further.
I came to yoga closing my mind off
to my body to ignore the pain from my injuries. I had also just transferred
from one university to another. So mentally I was in a place of serious unease and
I came to yoga closing myself off from others.
I have worked through the pain and
the injuries. I have even started to heal those injuries and work through scar
tissue. It has been amazing how my body has transformed in yoga and how that
goal of being “somewhat fit” has been surpassed.
But the most thrilling, prominent
and impacting change yoga has brought me has come from how I relate to other
people. I am no longer closed off. I no longer let my weird high school days disturb
me. I no longer fear interactions. I came to see that life doesn’t happen when
you’re sitting on the sidelines. Life happens when you’re out and about in the
world, doing things with other people, talking with those around you and
engaging with your world.
The process by which I came to all
these revolutionary ways of being and acting is a whole long saga, one with
which I am not going to bore you. But even as I sit here typing this short post,
I am getting antsy and restless thinking out how I want to be out THERE in the
world and not in HERE at my desk by myself typing. For this reason (and
millions more) I am going to Israel and Palestine with the wonderful Ruthie
Goldman Van Wijk and the Olive Tree Yoga Foundation. Part of my purpose here in
this life is to be out there with people, engaging them and connecting with
them. I aspire to be that person who hears and sees others so that others may
be reassured that they have made a connection with someone. Any connection, no
matter how brief, is worth cherishing. I feel weird doing these things, but
this is a weird I genuinely love.
In the midst of conflict and
controversy, human connections are more often than not ignored. And because
yoga is the medium by which I opened myself up again, yoga is the medium by
which I will be connecting with those people whose lives have been forever
changed by the conflict in the Middle East. As Dr. Seuss once said, “A person
is a person, no matter how small.” I am aiming to see those small people.
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